Chance doesnt exist
but the path of life is not totally so predestined
and time and chronology show us how all should be
in the ways of existence
to find out why we are here

being conscious is a torment
the more we learn is the less we get
every answer contains a new quest
a quest to non existence, a journey with no end

no one surveys the whole, focus on things so small
but lifes objective is to make it meaningful
only searching for this
that which doesnt exist
although our ability to relativize remains unclear

im not afraid to die
im afraid to be alive without being aware of it

im so afraid to, i couldnt stand to
waste all my energy on things
that do not matter anymore

our future has already been written by us alone
but we dont grasp the meaning
of our programmed course of life
our future has already been wasted by us alone
and we just let it happen and do not worry at all

we only fear what comes
and smell death every day
search for the answers that lie beyond